Wake up. I mean get out of bed. Wash your face and eat something without forcing it out. Put in your running shoes maybe. Go for a run. You don’t have to have a destination. Stop thinking about him. Stop thinking about what could’ve been. I hate to be that person but, move on. Start the process at least. Look at yourself. You look hideous. Stop playing victim. Take charge. Take care of yourself. It’s all you now.
The word sorry does nothing but piss me off. Congratulations, you have officially made me hate that word. You did something wrong. And you say sorry. No. Don’t give me that bull. Sorry so the ball is in my court? Sorry to make me think you really are, when we all know you have done this before. Sorry so that you can get another pass to do it again? How about shove the sorry up your behind. How about do something about it. How about don’t tell me sorry and just prove that you really are. Because I’m getting really tired of it. I’m tired to the point where I don’t even want to see your face anymore. Because everytime I do, it’s like the word “sorry” is written all over your face. I just want to smack it. I’m starting to hate you as much as I hate that word. Prove me wrong, or stay away from me.
Hello my loves. See, I was going to write something as always. I wanted to write something simple like always. A paragraph as usual, but even that I can’t do right now. I am exhausted. By the way, I’m still pregnant. Just to let you guys know. This is me talking, the author of this blog. Hello! I will be 40 weeks this Wednesday. And let me tell you, I am soooo done. I’m so ready. I cannot wait. I am anxious to meet the little guy. I have mixed emotions about everything. Wait, how did I even get there. I just wanted to say hi. And let you guise know I’m still here breathing. I drove pretty much all day today you know. And walked too. Anyway, if you have any recommendations as to making this journey a little bit easier and comfortable, please step forward. I’d really appreciate it. And I’m goig to sleep you guise. Goodnight!
In a world that screams consumerism and selfishness, what are you doing to be a spark of light? Be organic and be honest. Do things out of love and do things simply because you love doing it. Do things without thinking or worrying about who you will attract or if you’ll attract any. Do things out of kindness. Do things to benefit yourself mentally and spiritually. The world is full of people who are indifferent. We need more people like you. Sincere. Be happy and do more good things for others just to make yourself feel good. There’s nothing wrong with that. Do things without expecting anything in return. Do it just because. Do it because you can. Be a person who will be remembered for doing good deeds and spreading nothing less than happiness. Be remembered for your sincerity and kindness. Smile at the bitter ones even when they are unkind.
You’re making things a part of your life by simply thinking of them. Whether if it is a person, a thing or a feeling, it doesn’t matter. Or if it’s something you hate, like, or love. Generally speaking they’re all the same. When you say you hate something, a thought for example, and you keep drilling it in your head, well tada! You end up hating it more. Because you’re putting some kind of an effort to somehow let it stay in your mind. This is why I don’t believe when someone keeps saying they don’t care about something or someone because they keep talking about it. Because if you didn’t care, why bother mention it? See the point?