It’s time to face the fact that you are losing sleep over someone who sleeps peacefully while hurting you. It’s time to wake up and tell yourself that you deserve better. Even if it means that you’d have to fake it until you make it. Even if it means pretending. You have mourned long enough that you’re depriving yourself of a happiness that you could be feeling and enjoying right now. It’s time to look at yourself in the mirror and ask yourself if this is what you’re really here for. Ask yourself if you deserve all this. It’s time to snap out of it. It’s time to change how you view things. It’s time to be on your own side rather than to keep doubting and questioning yourself why things happened the way they did, or what you could have done better. You deserve the best.