It happened again, and I allowed it. I allowed myself to trust you again knowing you would just turn around and disappoint me. I allowed you to hold me even when I knew those hands held another. I allowed your words to consume me even after knowing you’ve lied to my face. I allowed you to hurt me.. Again. And I know this time I am to blame. My friends were right about you, but I was naive and wanted to see it for myself. How did I become so blind? I knew you were gonna hurt me again. I stood there and let you. I watched you break my heart but then again, I was the one who offered it to you. It was like I decided to feed myself to a huge wild animal. And I refused to run. I wasn’t scared but I knew it was going to hurt. 

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